Rid of the stone....

I never know that getting rid of the stone on the shoulder will feel so much lighter now... no longer I felt hurt.. no longer I felt angry... nor I felt anything... he is just like a friend standing in front of me... reasons and answers for what happen no longer matter to me now... coz there is no point knowing and even I knew it makes no difference. I guess i'm always the soft type of person. I jus do not know how to hate and be angry with a person. I guess it takes alot of energy to keep the hate and anger inside one's mind... I just cannot do that.. I'm a happy-go-lucky person... life for me is simple and carefree... Even the person has hurt me to the max... after awhile.. it was like I have been in a dream... now I have woken up... everything felt like a dream and what has happen in the past.. I could not quite recall the events clearly... who the person was... that's why I'm just like a goldfish- the minute i'm like that.. the next I forget what i just did.

I see no point in holding on to the past and looking back coz time just won't stop... it will keep going and going... but Yes once a while you will look back... we are all human... will grieve.. will regret the things you have and have not done.. but keep holding on just won't make me a happy person....emmmmmm I don't know what to write... end blog... ke ke ..